Venus, Mars or the Storm on Jupiter?

Caution!  This blog post contains photos of my breast burned by radiation. Radiation from the Sun.  Radiation Oncology.  Radiation burns. I have almost completed 20 rounds of radiation to my right breast … the final steps in my Triple Negative Breast Cancer treatment plan.  The first 16 rounds of dose dense radiation were beamed into…

Sticks & Stones

Do you remember that childhood chant? Sticks and stones May break my bones … But words will never hurt me. Even when I said it as a child, I didn’t believe it. Words hurt. They cut to the bone and lodge themselves deep within.  They do permanent and lasting damage. CANCER. Is a terrifying word….

Little Blue Dots

I’m in the final leg of my breast cancer journey. Today I went for my radiation consult & planning session.  My Radiation Oncologist Dr. IQ* went through the risks, plans, pros/cons again and had me sign the consent form.  I have a 30% chance of breast cancer reocurrance without radiation … 10% chance with.  I’m…

The Resilience Factor

While once having a deep and philosophical 5-hour telephone conversation with a potential date, we discussed the role of resilience in our lives. He had suffered huge losses. Marriage breakdown with a wife from Japan who wanted to go back, and take their 10-year-old daughter with her. He loved them both enough to say yes….

Meet Jerri!

I totally forgot (#chemobrain) to introduce you to Jerri!  Jutta and Gerry came to Chemo #15 with me so I that is how I named this wig. Meet Jerri! Jerri tells fortunes! That’s when I got her way back in 2011 for $15. She has been through many belly-dancing events with me. Jerri bellydances. Jerri…

Ring the Bell

Every story has a beginning, middle, and end. There is a plot culminating into a climax … followed by an anti-climax to the end … and then the epilogue. Today – as I completed 16 chemo infusions in 5 months (23 weeks), interrupted by 5 trips to Emergency and 2 hospital stays totalling 10 days…

Late!

There are only two things … no, three things that will make me froth at the mouth in anger.  Being too hot Being hangry Being late for an appointment Today … it wasn’t very hot at all.  The car told me it was a mere 20C/67F.  So I wasn’t cranky because I was hot.  And,…